I have been leaving my job for 1 week now. I wasn't quite used to it at the beginning because I was overwelming by the free time I had. Day after day, I think that I actually quite enjoy it now. =)
Time passes so fast and there's only 1 week left for me to say goodbye.
I know that I have to stay strong and positive.
I have been trying to google everything about the society there because I want to get something positive about that place to make me feel like it is a good place. After all, I just want to make myself feel better.
I haven't gone back there for almost 6 years and I am afraid. I don't know how is the place like anymore. I don't know how are the people there like anymore.
I don't know. I really have no idea. It is scary.
I deleted my frienster account 2 days ago because I don't want to have any contacts with my "old school friends". I'm looking for a new beginning. Additionally, those are not the people I want to hang out with because they are the types of people who like to drag one's confidence down. I've taken few years to rebuild my self-confidence and I don't want anybody to destroy it.
You know what, the song "Miss Invisible" by Marie Digby has just popped up in my mind.
Yes, this song is very related to me. When I was in high school, I definitely felt like I was so small that no one could ever notice me. I was just like a little young girl who strived to look for her own identity among the crowds even though she had been laughing and teasing by her peers all along.
Could you understand the loneliness?
Now let's close your eyes and enjoy this song and put your hands up if you feel me.
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